summer [12 Aug 2004|05:28pm] This summer is fuckin boring as hell. I prolly wouldnt be writting if it wasn't because i never do, but i decided what the hell. This summer i never had any money because i didn't have time to get job because of sports. I love sports, but i rather have money...I mean who wouldnt? The only fun thing i did was go to warped tour, and ya it was awesome. I got to hang out with friends from middle school who I missed soo much.. Luv ya flay and dana!!! I started soccer,and its cool but i hurt my knee again. ahh I hate not being able to play! plus i have vball try outs monday, and i havnt played since camp, so ya...ill see how that goes...I dont want school to start, and junior year is the worst...so i hear, and i have a feeling a close friend is mad at me, but whatever i didnt do anything so i guess ill just see how things are when school starts. anyway, im done...peace post comment

summer [12 Aug 2004|05:22pm] This summer is fuckin boring as hell. I prolly wouldnt be writting if it wasn't because i never do, but i decided what the hell. This summer i never had any money because i didn't have time to get job because of sports. I love sports, but i rather have money...I mean who wouldnt? The only fun thing i did was go to warped tour, and ya it was awesome. I got to hang out with friends from middle school who I missed soo much.. Luv ya flay and dana!!! post comment

as of now [23 Mar 2004|09:06pm] I finally got my license!!! o ya haha...this spring break so far has been fun even though I ahve soccer practice every day at 9 in the morning which sucks....Id rather be on vacation getting a nice tan, but instead im stuck here white as can be...o well at least i can drive!!! I went thrift store shopping today with hallie and tommy and his friend. It was fun I got 2 shirts and a hat...O ya hal we will wear them soon! Hersey people are over. phil, seamus, and mark they are cool....anyway im gonna go have a fun night ttyl <3 Lindsay post comment

the story so far... [01 Mar 2004|07:26pm] I have not updated in soo long. So ya basketball is over except for the three point contest down state. Im really excited to go on Thursay. We are driving like 2 and a half hours for me to shoot for 45 seconds haha and then 2 and a half hours back. It's kinda funny, but if im one of the top 4 i can win the whole thing on sat... so thats very exciting for me. I also just turned 16 and hopefully I will get my license soon. I cant wait!! My birthday wasn't too great concidering i had to take care of all my drunk friends.hah o well they will probably have to deal with me sooner or later. Rosio is such a funny drunk haha I luv that girl..anyway i have some hw to do so later <3Lindsay 2 comments|post comment

[26 Nov 2003|11:12pm] Basketball is pretty much my life now. I like it though, it keeps my mind of things. We won our first game tonight. It feels awesome...we have been working so hard. I hope we can keep our energy and excitement up and win our next game. Im definately sick of people thinking we suck, but we will prove everyone wrong. I have realized how much my teamates mean to me also. When someone messes up we all understand and try to lift that person up. Its a team sport and it takes everyone to win a game. Laura means so much to me also... we started playing together in 7th grade feeder. We started really to become close in 8th grade because i was point and i always got her the ball, and she would score... so we worked out great, and we both like to win...we also have a lot in common whcih helps us stay close. She did awesome tonight..i think she scored 20points. That is amazing!! Anyway other than basketball, life is kinda slow...i have realized how much i think about the past...its kinda stupid, but i cant get myself to move on...its like i wont let myself. Why do i like him so much anyway? I really dont know..i mean we dont talk at all...most of the time it seems like he doesnt even know who i am. So why do i care....maybe because things were perfect when we were alone, but at school things werent... so in my head im always thinking things would be perfect, dont let go hes the perfect guy when in reality he is just like every guy out there...plus i imagined things in my head u know? like all things we would do as a couple and how much fun we would have...i mean i could expieriance those things with someone new, but it wouldnt be the same. So im stuck...dont know what to do. Everyone telling me move on and to forget him...but its hard. I know things wouldnt be the same anyway so i guess it is time...but what if he does come back...then what? I dont think i could like anyone as much...although if he never does come back ill prolly find someone new...soo confusing! haha laura and my quote"who needs boys when u have a basketball" haha of course a joke but still is part true... anyway...i know in the end everything will work out the way as planned...cuz thats the way life is. It never stops. When bad things happen, life moves on with or without you...Its ur decision when to jump on again...sometimes hard, but when u finally face reality life gets better. I have been so caught up in a dream of what we would be that i havnt faced reality. And reality is...its over,and that it will never be perfect. Perfect is meant for the movies, not for the real world. Cuz in the real world nothing is perfect, and when things are it only lasts a short while. ya so thats pretty much what i have been thinking the past month...but im gonna go to bed. later <3Lindz 9 comments|post comment

havnt updated in a while... [17 Nov 2003|10:08pm] theres not much to say...had first basketball game against GBN. We lost which is upsetting i hate losing so much. I also hate how everyone thinks wheeling sucks at sports..i hope we prove everyone wrong this season. Im excited...i love bball and i know if we work on what we messed up on tonight we will be awesome... 1 comment|post comment

one eight seven [05 Nov 2003|07:18pm] It's so nice sitting very still, in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok. Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still alive Why did I ever let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool. Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right next to me Well I should've known that you were a killer. But now I'm dead. A gaping hole, shot through my heart A lost connection from your poison dart Shot from your tounge to end my life. You're blowing at the fire to light your strife 5 comments|post comment

meg is cool [25 Oct 2003|04:22pm] [ mood | tired ] Last night was awesome...first me and meg went to the game and met up with some friends, but it was raining so we went to kristi's house to eat some food...then we went to megs house...SCARY!!(thanks girls for cheering me up...I love you all soo much!!) I had to leave tho becuz of vball...I had to be at school by 6:45!! ya but it was cool. We played kinda bad, but hey 5th place is better than last...lol o well its finally over!!!after the game most of the girls went home with their parents, so me, rosio, shannon, ashely,tabitha, and kristin went to woodfield to eat with our coach. It was sweet, and we showed our coach Forever21.HAHA it was awesome. Rosio is the coolest girl ever and im gonna miss her so much now that vball is over. Ya so now im home and tired and i have to baby-sit tonight which sucks but whatever... <3lindz 6 comments|post comment

weekend [19 Oct 2003|11:24am] This weekend has been alright...friday i went to the football game with meghan, kristi, and daniel. It was pretty sweet, but I left to see the texas chain saw movie. It was scary and very very strange, but it was good. Then that morning I had a vball thing, it was pretty cool. Then later I had a family party because it was my grandma's birthday. It wasn't bad because I got to see all my cousins that I havn't seen in a while.I spent most of the time giving my cousins piggy back rides and playin ghost in the graveyard..haha fun times...anyway after i went out with tommy and jeremy. We didn't know what to do so we went and saw school of rock with some other people. It was pretty funny, but ya thats basically it. Today I'm going to play basketball with Laura. I can't wait for basketball, but I need to start practicing. You can tell I havn't played in a while...but anyways later <3Lindsay 2 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2003|09:23pm] [ mood | aggravated ] Today my mom let me sleep late because I'm sick. I didn't really miss anything so it didnt really matter. It sucked though because of vball. We lost...again. I hate it!! I think it's the coaches fault. she subs people in at the wrong time...and she wonders why we lose.Ya so whatever only 1 more game and a tournament and it's over. Im so excited for basketball I can't wait!!!!sooo ya....i heard some news that would have been awesome....if i heard it earlier. This is not the first time this has happened to me, it's just so frustrating!!!whatevever...im out-later <3Lindz 3 comments|post comment

first entry [13 Oct 2003|03:14pm] [ mood | calm ] hi, I finally got a live journal...thanks to kelly and meg. This weekend was the best weekend i have ever had. I went to the drive thru invasion tour and saw early november, senses fail, home grown, allister, and starting line... it was amazing!! Especially with meghan, jenny, molly,kara, and ann. Then went to another concert at morava, then me and meg pierced our ears. I was scared at first, but im glad meg made me do it. I have to go to the ortho, but me and meg our going to buy earings after.Its gonna be sweet....later <3Lindz post comment

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